Biarku Menjadi Lilin

Salam

I was first introduced to this song when I was teaching in Limbang, Sarawak.
It was such an unofficial theme song for Teacher's Day celebration..This morning, one of my beloved students shared his problem, he sounded so disappointed unlike the way he always before..well, everybody has their ups n downs in life. I tried to give him some advices, hrmm..that's what teachers are for..to help, to guide n to give some words of wisdom~hehe (mcm la terer sgt)

and suddenly those lyrics pop out in my head 'aku takkan bertanya apekah nanti balasannya"..then I pun terus carik lagu dlm youtube and yeah, it really rejuvenated my feelings~ I always have this thought in my mind :

A GOOD TEACHER TELLS
A MEDIOCRE TEACHER EXPLAINS
A GREAT TEACHER INSPIRES..

I wanna be a great teacher:)



So readers, here's the lyrics of Biarku Menjadi Lilin by Pelangi

Biarku menjadi lilin
memberikan cahaya
terangi sekeliling dengan diri terbakar
tak siapa yang sedar
Di saat kegelapan rela aku berkorban
demi satu harapan

Biar masa berlari
dan kau terus mendaki
aku tenang di sini
dengan sabar menanti
tanpa dendam dan benci

Andainya kau terjatuh, terluka dan tersungkur
ku rawat biar sembuh

Aku takkan bertanya
apakah nanti balasannya
setiap pengorbanan setiap pemberian
demi satu ikatan

Keikhlasan di hati
walaupun sering kau ragui
pada suatu masa dan suatu ketika
akan ketara jua

Biarku menjadi lilin
Memberikan cahaya
saat kau kesepian
saat kau kegelapan
ku rela menerangkan

Aku senang begini dapat terus berbakti
dengan cara sendiri


"some of the gifts I received on 2010 Teacher's Day, well...akau takkan bertanya, apakah nanti balasannya"

P/s : Saya tenang dan gembira berbakti dengan cara begini~

Satu Untuk Semua

Salam

I supposed to have "Exhausted Part 2", but I failed to write..heheh..morale of the story, never have any intention to put serial entries..hehe..friendly reminder for myself=)

yeah, about the Exhausted Series..it was all about my around the clock extremely packed schedule that made me turned cuckoo!!heheh..I did not even have the chance to complete my facial routine..I mean the DIY facial, not to tell about my nail..nak potong pun tak sempat!Ishishish...Everyday is about work n work (kerja wajib=cikgu, kerja sampingan=spa, kerja hobi=show/tarian, kerja mengarut=melepak)..I had once yelled in my facebook status, I need a vacation!!Definitely, I need one!...hubby kept on saying to go to London by end of this year..erm, but I don't think he meant it...haha

So, after quite sometimes since my last entri..today I would like to share about my Gumilang Sari attempt in School Got Talent-Online Competition..I was given this task by my Pengetua. She said, 'let's give it a try..manalah tau menang RM10K!!' hehe..competition was sponsored by TM and SKMM. Gumilang Sari had their practices for about two weeks though we have problems to get permanent members..u knoe its kinda hard to get boys to join u in dancing club (I mean traditional dance) since they are all prefer to learn on how to shuffle!At the end of the day, I decided to have 7 girlz n only 3 boyz in the team..actually I planned to have equal no.

Video Shooting by SKMM personnel (but the fasilitator mentioned SND, what ever) was held on April 1st. Thanx a lot to Cikgu Sarimah n Cikgu Zarina who had helped me a lot with this..well, I wasnt in a good condition starting March 29..so these two teachers had played their important roles to make this happen. So readers, u may register urself in http://www.bluehyppo.com/ and vote for my team, SMK Cyberjaya-Satu Utk Semua starting May 1st. May be ur vote can help our team to be qualified to the semi final..well, zaman dah berubah. Schools competition format also changed..n I keep on reminding myself, dunia sekarang dunia IT, siapa menguasai IT, maka dia menjadi paling berkuasa..I teringat the last PRU, Pakatan Rakyat menang sbb mereka lebih celik IT dan bijak memanipulasikan kuasa IT, berbanding BN yang pada ketika itu lebih selesa dgn media tradisional.I learnt a lot from there..n it somehow urged me to have this blog. N when Pengetua gave me the task, I terus teringat senario PRU itu.

Now, lets enjoy the pics..captured by Miya, a Gumilang Sari member who wants to leave the group to give 100% focus on PMR..All the best Miya!

Fatin Hasya waited to put on her fake eyelashes, she seems a bit uncomfortable with her costume, poor her..


Rem in lengha, Indian traditional costume n Miya with her big green in samfu..so cute!

Adhani wud always look stunning in kebaya..yeah, exotic Malay maiden look


Me:cuba ko tarik nafas ko tu Ad, tak larat teacher nak temukan pending nie ha..

Ops..kan dah nampak 'muka payah' Cikgu Seri

Meenal, my 1 KRK student, an athlete who can dance..she is the school olahragawati with 4 golds!

the stage, done by Cikgu Sarimah, a UiTM fashion design graduate who had working experience with tv3, lucky SMKCyberjaya to have those talented teachers in school=)

But now I'm in a total rest phase!hehe..will update u soon=)

Standard Guru Malaysia

Salam

I'm now watching Hujah on tv9 and it somehow made me think..The topic is Standard Guru Malaysia..there were telling that there are 3 major components to meet up the standard..

Suka aku dengar panel nie bergaduh2 ngan asakan soalan si perantara yang memang suka provoke itu.Aku masih menanti standard kualiti yg sedang mereka bangunkan sebagai dokumen rujukan..tak sabar rasanya nak baca dan koreksi diri..

Cara setiap orang menilai berbeza dan keperluan pelajar juga berbeza2..berbicara soal guru menjadikan aku sgt bersemangat!!

Adakah kita menepati setiap piawaian yg kita sendiri gariskan utk diri kita?
Mari koreksi diri=)

Gumilang Sari at Laman Budaya, Tmn Tasik Shah Alam

Pertandingan Tarian Peringkat Negeri Selangor

30th May 2009

We won!

Alhamdulillah..

After the hardwork and those trainings, we managed to win:

1) Terbaik Rampaian Tradisi
2)Terbaik Etnik
3)Johan Keseluruhan Daerah Sepang

Congratulations to all Gumilang Sari members!And Special Thanks to mak n ayah n the whole family for the meaningful Kuala Selangor trip..kitorang redah umah Pak Haji Zakaria memalam buta nak belajar dabus!Thanx Atok..

After all, its not all about winning the competition, its the team spirit we possesed, the love we inculcated, the happiness and sadness that we shared..those are PRICELESS!

So, here we are at the beginning of our journey for the state level!Cemano nak lawan pasukan lain yang sudah amat berpengalaman dan mantap itu??!!To all my kids, we can do it!!

I couldnt stop thinking!

Ooo my..

I am too occupied!Yeah..I love that term so much.."occupied"..Got things to settle and these really keep me thinking on and on..
People say we will accomplish our jobs/task to do if we manage to separate it n get it done part by part.Mm. let me put it into a list..A TO DO LIST..

1. Tarian Competition (29th April 2009)

• costume to wear
• coreography (I havent finish)
• the songs to edit
• the makeup kit
• the dancers t-shirt (I managed to grab those RM5 T-shirt from Giant, every dancers got 1 blue n 1 green t-shirt already n I need to go n find who will do the club t-shirt printing)

2.Majlis Akur Janji Pelajar SPM/PMR/STPM

• letter to parents
• the tentative to be discussed via e-group
• the AJK Pelaksana list

3. Trip to Istana Budaya (Musical Theater Mahsuri)

• List of participants
• transportation
• letter to parents

4.PIBG Thingy

• minit mesyuarat
• tukar tandatangan utk sign cheque
• files for AJK

5.My spa thingy

• the leaflet
• the flyers
• the receipt
• the website
• the latest promo!!!

Gosh, having those long to do list and I'm still here!Go n do ur work!!!!